primer dia de los ultimos dias

Hoy es la clase de dia en el cual las ideas revolotean en tu mente y corren en circulos
hasta que se cansan y vuelven a donde se originaron...

Hoy en dia sugieren que mi unica felicidad debe ser miserable
solo porqe su vida es igual de miserable, solo qe piensan que es lo correcto
y no hay otra opcion.

y si termino enpiernada con el peligro,
es esto lo que me hara sentir satisfecha?
y si ser egoista realmente es lo que me traera
lo que quiero pero no necesito?

Si todo lo que ves no es lo que sientes?
si realmente todo es acondicionamiento
y si en realidad no es verdad que tienes hambre
o sientes amor o deseo?
porque todo se aprende
entonces no seria bueno que el odio existiera
y la gente se priva de crear nuevos sentimientos

cosas inconclusas parte 1

nuestro amor es subliminal

romanticismo gris que se escapa por el umbral
sintiendose atrapado y preso
pero no es mas que parte de lo normal
accion que espera reaccion.

toda mentira disfrazada de verdad
ambiguedad creciente con la edad.

y si se hubiera intentado?
lo que pase despues no importa
solo queria averiguar como hubiera sido
porqe, sabes? esas son las cosas que mas
tardan en olvidarse: las que no fueron


almost always close to never ending

if you ask for a minute more of me
outside your door
i will
and say: "just happy for you"
whatever you want
even if you ignore me
even if you think im fake
because youre a fake too
you dont really see who i really i am
i told you "white"
so you say "black" cuz you
just love to make me feel blue
i wish you know me well
as i know that i dont know you
but you're so close to yourself
tryin to be hateful
just with me
this is so far away from
listening "the get up kids"
and writing "yes i will"
when i tell you what a gentleman is
far away from me and you together

mental pollution

they think we're weird
you are ignorant
why do you think
it is important?

i dont like this fucked up world
no more alienation
so i make my own
waiting for brand new creation
so please open your ears

its better sitting here
trying to tell you
whats wrong
than getting high
and asking for more

bigger faster
no deeper
i've never asked for attention
we are waiting for being heard
that i forgot i dont want to be here
i hope its gonna be clear

maybe just another record in your desk
maybe other game in this mess
another name in your mouth
we're not the revolution generation

WORDS THAT BECOME STRONGER IN YOUR HEAD

and i count 1,2 ,3, 4...
she said " im glad that you know it"
im not alone anymore, someone knows all my secrets
"you being a man dont clear my confusion" he said

the nuclear family is broken
everybody in the power hunting
so please dont turn the page
just relax, im going to sing to you til death
hey miracles dont exist, bitches
you create them

so hell is full of people who didnt do
what they have to do
"we'll be inmortal" she saying
but i think we are now

the noise's defined by the silence
just sing your songs, read your books
become a noise-addicted
put your hands in your ears. i promise
its going to be forever
but im still counting until 10

* el ultimo escrito esta inspirado en el libro de Nana de Chuck Palahniuk

reflexionando...

Hoy entre mi frustracion y sentido de buscar el sentido en si de como deberian las cosas, en claras palabras el equilibrio en mi e intentar buscar soluciones alternativas a mis sentimientos; He comprado un libro de Psicologia: "Los 50 Clasicos de la Psicologia" y me encanto una parte de lo que dice de la teori Gestalt y que resume lo que yo pienso para que haya paz, tranquilidad y felicidad:

yo hago mis cosas y tu las tuyas
yo no estoy en este mundo para satisfacer tus expectativas
y tu no estas en este mundo para satisfacer las mias
tu eres tu y yo soy yo
y si por casualidad, nos encontramos, es hermoso

Y aprovechando la inspiracion anexo algo que escribi hace tiempo y que necesita ser desenpolvado...

"what happens in leeds stays with the chicks"

i hope dont choke with my words
all the things i've said
seems have no sense
all the things i've done
take over my defense
its a spin in my head
i'd like to eat my words with forks
sometimes we cryin
sometimes we really dyin
we're the echoes of forgotten voices
theres no choices
smells like irony here
oh i think i lose my will
everyone i met is gonna hate me
lets break a couple of hearts
one of them is mine
let me write it in the list
im gonna make this
quiet and simple
because im not smart
like the other people
i dont want to brag my art
but im ready for the noise
and no more joys

Nicest Thing - Kate Nash

All I know is that you're so nice,
You're the nicest thing I've seen.
I wish that we could give it a go,
See if we could be something.

I wish I was your favourite girl,
I wish you thought
I was the reason you are in the world.
I wish I was your favourite smile,
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style.

I wish you couldn't figure me out,
But you always wanna know what I was about.
I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset,
I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met.

I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly,
'Cos it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see.
Basically, I wish that you loved me,
I wish that you needed me,
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.

I wish that without me your heart would break,
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake.
I wish that without me you couldn't eat,
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

All I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen;
I wish that we could see if we could be something.

cool & style

Kate Nash


Lily Allen


Emily Haines (Metric)


Karen O (Yeah Yeah Yeahs)


Jemina Pearl (Be your own Pet)


Chicas cool, talentosas que rockean y me caen muy bm y que tienen flequito @___@



Ahh y esa soy yo con mi nuevo corte y mi playera de John Lennon (Imagine) y en el fondo un cuadro de los beatles

Peace&Love

C'mere

A mi en lo particular me gusta la letra, la musica, la voz, la banda y el video...
Y como por el momento tengo mucho que decir pero no tengo la suficientes ganas de escribir:


C' mere - Interpol

It's way too late to be this locked inside ourselves
The trouble is that you're in love with someone else
It should be me.
Oh, it should be me
Your sacred parts, your getaways
You come along on summer days
Tenderly, tastefully
And so may, we make time
Try to find somebody else
This place is mine
You said today, you know exactly how I feel
I have my doubts little girl
I'm in love with something real
It could be me, that's changing
And so may, we make time
To try and find somebody else
Who has a line
Now seasoned with health
Two lovers walk a lakeside mile
Try pleasing with stealth, rodeo
See what stands long ending fast
Oh, how I love you in the evenings
When we are sleepingWe are sleeping.
Oh, we are sleeping
And so may, we make time
We try to find somebody else
Who has a line
Now seasoned with health
Two lovers walk a lakeside mile
Try pleasing with stealth, rodeo
See what stands long, oh ending fast

Hopeless

Quiero poder decirte todo cuanto siento
pero cuando te tengo de frente pierdo las palabras
y no se medir los daños
Somos pequeños sustitutos y lo peor es saberlo.

Al mostrarme seria para ti mas vulnerable,
me lastimarias con mayor facilidad
ya no podrias pretender ser amable.

Siembra en mi arbol
puedes cosechar la esperanza
que si te animas te pueda gustar.

Juguemos a querernos
Fingue que soy interesante
Impregnemos de magia la imposibilidad
Incendia lo que sabes explotara.

No podriamos estar mas lejos de lo correcto
y si esto no se acerca a lo perfecto
recuerda, que como amigos lo mantendremos en secreto.

Digas lo que digas
Hagas lo que hagas
Sientas lo que sientas
Sabes lo que quiero que sepas?

Te quiero y eso no se cambia
Alrededor de mi vida
Te querre de distintas maneras
unas mas fuertes que otras
pero no te dejare de querer.

Todo lo que te hago saber
tenlo muy en cuenta
tenlo muy presente
y si de algo te sirve, adelante, tomalo

No soy perfecta
Tal vez no soy lo qeu buscas
Quiza ni la mitad de lo que necesites
pero de que hare mi esfuerzo por no
verte sufrir, lo hare

Nada es para siempre
pero podemos hacerlo lo
mas eterno posible.

Puedo prometer no mezclar sentimientos
Quiza intensificar los que sabias que tenias
pero no mostrabas
Puede que te soprenda
y en el acto tambien me sorprenda.